AMBIMYTH presents

This Is What I Want to Do

Marc Thiele has run beyond tellerrand, a festival for designers, developers, and artists, since 2011. From 2019 to 2023, two friends followed him with their cameras — through the year every venue went dark.

Documentary · 83 minutes · 2024 · Coming to YouTube late 2026

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The Film

Trailer — Watch the Trailer

Three minutes with Marc, the festival, and the people who keep it alive.

The film’s title card: This Is What I Want to Do, hand-painted in white on black

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Story — One Festival, One Founder, and the Year It All Stopped

We followed Marc Thiele, the founder of beyond tellerrand, for four years of filming, 2019 to 2023. He let us into the planning, the organisation, and the festival itself — and into the energy he draws between festivals from his family, his running, and the people around him.

  1. Marc Thiele on stage seen from behind, arms open to a packed, warmly lit hall

    A Festival like a Family

    For more than a decade, Marc Thiele has welcomed designers, developers, and artists to beyond tellerrand in Düsseldorf and Berlin. Visitors call it unique: the atmosphere, the range of speakers, the attention to every detail.

  2. Marc Thiele smiling in front of a full bookshelf, a laptop with the beyond tellerrand lettering beside him

    I Am Marc

    Marc founded beyond tellerrand and still runs it himself. Between festivals we followed him home: the planning, the doubts, and the small rituals — his family, his running, the people who keep him going.

  3. People laughing and clinking glasses together after a conference day

    Building a Bridge

    beyond tellerrand is where creativity meets technology. We watched one organiser bring speakers, volunteers, sponsors, and attendees together — and saw what that shared effort can create.

  4. Marc Thiele alone at the shore, wind in his long hair, looking out over the water

    Then the World Stopped

    In 2020 the pandemic closed every venue. We kept filming through the lockdown, the ban on events, the financial fears, and the ups and downs Marc went through while the community waited.

  5. Marc Thiele speaking into a microphone on stage, crew members in purple shirts beside him and the audience filming on their phones

    We Will Come Back

    Will beyond tellerrand survive? Is a festival still the same after a worldwide pandemic? We went looking for the answer in one man and the people around him — and found it is about all of us.

Voices — What People Say

From colleagues, friends of the festival, and the audiences at the first test screenings.

I always thought I placed too much personal emphasis on btconf — that it had a special place only in my heart. This production goes to show that Marc has had a profound impact on more than just myself.

— Harry Roberts, Web Performance Engineerbtconf is short for beyond tellerrand
  • Marc is one of the real pioneers of the conference scene, and I can’t wait to see a film that’s aiming to capture the atmosphere of his events while also exploring some of the personal motivations and challenges that drive him and his community.

    — Elliot Jay Stocks, Designer and Musician
  • ‘I’m not done yet.’ This looks like an amazing portrait of the wonderful Marc Thiele and his legendary event.

    — Brendan Dawes, Artist and Inventor

From the test screenings — feedback full of enthusiasm and joy

  • A portrait of a courageous life, full of creativity, connection, and community.

  • A film like a big hug!

  • A message of perseverance, hope, and inspiration.

  • A story that seems small at first but is incredibly big and touching!

  • This film is what we need right now: a welcome refuge amidst the turmoil of the world.

  • The film was an impressive and motivating tribute to Marc’s dedication and inspiring impact.

The full auditorium at the premiere, seen from the stage

How to See It

Release — Coming to YouTube Late 2026

Free for everyone. Later: an immersive release on Esfera, mixed in Dolby Atmos / Eclipsa Audio.

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In a Room Full of People

Conferences, meetups, companies, schools, film clubs — we help you screen it with a live audience.

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On Esfera

Esfera is a spatial audio platform, currently in private beta. This Is What I Want to Do will be released there with its immersive mix — the full sound spec is under Versions.

About Esfera

Screenings — Show It to Your People

The film was made for a room full of people. It premiered in front of 210 guests in Cologne. Conferences, meetups, companies, schools, film clubs — if you want to screen it with a live audience, we will help you make it an evening: the film as a file in 4K or Full HD, or on request as a cinema package (DCP); subtitles in English, German, or both; and, if the calendar allows, one of us in the room for a Q&A.

Stefan Nitzsche and Nicolas Schuele alone in an empty cinema, rows of red fold-down seats around them
Filmforum NRW, Cologne · Photo: Florian Ziegler

Versions — Five Versions, One Film

All five versions have English and German audio; only the burned-in subtitles differ.
VersionSubtitles
EnglishEnglish subtitles for the German dialogue
GermanGerman subtitles for the English dialogue
English CCEnglish subtitles (CC)
German CCGerman subtitles (CC)
InternationalEnglish subtitles for the German dialogue, German for the English

Technical Data

The details a venue asks for before a screening, and an editor when writing about the film.

Running time
83 minutes (1:23:13:20 at 25 fps)
Picture
4K UHD 16:9 (streaming), 4K DCI 2.39:1 scope (theatrical), 25p; 1080p (Full HD) as a fallback where 4K cannot be projected
Formats
ProRes 4444 XQ or MP4 (H.264 or H.265); DCP on request
Sound
Stereo and 5.1; immersive Dolby Atmos / Eclipsa Audio mix for the Esfera release

FAQ — Questions, Answered

When and Where Can I Watch the Film?

This Is What I Want to Do will be released on YouTube in late 2026. An immersive release on Esfera follows. Sign up for the newsletter to hear when it is online.

Is It Free?

Yes. The YouTube release is free to watch for everyone.

How Long Is It?

83 minutes.

Which Languages Are Available?

The film mixes English and German dialogue. The subtitles are burned into the picture: English, German, or both, and English or German CC — see the five versions.

Is This a Film about beyond tellerrand?

It is a film about Marc Thiele, the founder of beyond tellerrand, and about the community around his festival — especially about what happened to both during the pandemic.

Can I Screen the Film for My Conference, Company, or Community?

Yes, we love screenings with a live audience. Request a screening or write to hello@ambimyth.com and tell us about your event: where, when, and how many people you expect.

Who Made It?

Stefan Nitzsche and Andreas Brüggemann, two friends from Essen, Germany: we filmed, directed, and edited it ourselves over five years, from the first idea to the premiere. The original score is by Nicolas Schuele. The film is an independent, self-funded production — see the team.

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Behind the Film

Timeline — From an Idea to Your Screen

Late 2018 · 1 of 9

  1. Pre-Production

    Two friends decide to make a film about a festival they love.

  2. First Shot

    Cameras roll for the first time at beyond tellerrand Düsseldorf.

  3. The Pandemic

    Events are banned. The story takes a turn nobody planned.

  4. Editing Begins

    The main timeline opens after four years of daily string-outs.

  5. Locked Cut

    The picture is locked and handed to composer Nicolas Schuele.

  6. Premiere

    210 invited guests at Filmforum NRW, Cologne.

  7. Soundtrack

    The original score is released on all major streaming services.

  8. YouTube Release

    The film becomes available to everyone on YouTube.

  9. Esfera

    An immersive release on Esfera.

Behind the Scenes — Five Years for One Evening

In Numbers

  • 5years from idea to premiere, four of them filming, 2019 to 2023
  • 60hours of footage for 83 minutes of film
  • 36terabytes of material
  • 9,164clips from 42 shoots
  • 24hours of transcribed interviews
  • 11cities in 3 countries
Each bar is one of the 42 shoots between April 2019 and March 2024; the heights follow the material each left behind. After May 2020 the next shoot came 17 months later, in October 2021; 31 of the 42 fell in 2022 and 2023.
All 42 shoots
  1. April 2019 · Krefeld Home · 289 GB
  2. May 2019 · Krefeld Home · 713 GB
  3. May 2019 · Düsseldorf Conference · 995 GB
  4. May 2019 · Berlin Location Scouting · 117 GB
  5. September 2019 · Essen Talk · 497 GB
  6. November 2019 · Berlin Conference · 2.83 TB
  7. November 2019 · Krefeld Home · 244 GB
  8. May 2020 · Krefeld Home · 560 GB
  9. October 2021 · Krefeld Home · 262 GB
  10. November 2021 · Düsseldorf Conference · 874 GB
  11. February 2022 · Essen · 255 GB
  12. April 2022 · Krefeld · 1.51 TB
  13. May 2022 · Düsseldorf Conference · 4.80 TB
  14. May 2022 · Hamburg Conference · 528 GB
  15. July 2022 · Düsseldorf Airport · 297 GB
  16. July 2022 · Oostkapelle · 529 GB
  17. July 2022 · Düsseldorf Airport And City · 98 GB
  18. August 2022 · Berlin · 4.25 TB
  19. September 2022 · Krefeld · 854 GB
  20. October 2022 · Velbert · 52 GB
  21. December 2022 · Neuss · 77 GB
  22. January 2023 · Den Haag · 222 GB
  23. January 2023 · Düsseldorf · 5 GB
  24. April 2023 · Düsseldorf · 38 GB
  25. April 2023 · Krefeld · 2.37 TB
  26. April 2023 · Düsseldorf · 18 GB
  27. April 2023 · Düsseldorf · 187 GB
  28. April 2023 · Düsseldorf Conference · 1.79 TB
  29. April 2023 · Düsseldorf · 490 GB
  30. May 2023 · Düsseldorf · 312 GB
  31. May 2023 · Düsseldorf · 98 GB
  32. May 2023 · Hamburg · 1.47 TB
  33. May 2023 · Essen · 415 GB
  34. May 2023 · Berlin · 66 GB
  35. June 2023 · Düsseldorf · 657 GB
  36. June 2023 · Krefeld · 1.88 TB
  37. July 2023 · Düsseldorf · 234 GB
  38. September 2023 · Berlin · 256 GB
  39. September 2023 · Krefeld · 8 GB
  40. November 2023 · Brussels · 1.55 TB
  41. November 2023 · Krefeld · 343 GB
  42. March 2024 · Essen · 1 GB
A technician at the laptop and mixer at the side of the hall, a monitor counting 34:34, while a speaker gives a talk on stage

Shot in 11 cities, 3 countries

  1. Krefeld Germany · 11 shoots
  2. Düsseldorf Germany · 15 shoots
  3. Berlin Germany · 5 shoots
  4. Velbert Germany · 1 shoot
  5. Oostkapelle Netherlands · 1 shoot
  6. The Hague Netherlands · 1 shoot
  7. Essen Germany · 4 shoots
  8. Hamburg Germany · 2 shoots
  9. Auetal Germany · 1 shoot
  10. Neuss Germany · 1 shoot
  11. Brussels Belgium · 1 shoot

Music — The Score Is Already Out

22 pieces by Nicolas Schuele. 54:56 of hybrid orchestral and electronic music — released 8 January 2025 on Hellgate Recordings.

Album cover of This Is What I Want to Do (Original Motion Picture Soundtrack): Marc Thiele on a stage in front of a full audience, one arm raised, the film’s hand-lettered title above him
This Is What I Want to Do (Original Motion Picture Soundtrack)Nicolas Schuele · ℗ 2025 Hellgate Recordings

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Track list
  1. A Need to Create4:09
  2. I Am Marc1:29
  3. Wedding Interlude2:28
  4. Arrival1:37
  5. Life Story2:53
  6. Preparation2:41
  7. Feeling Special1:54
  8. Speakers Dinner2:25
  9. Being Part of Everything1:46
  10. Worldwide Pandemic3:25
  11. Can I Recover2:55
  12. Regaining Positivity3:02
  13. Day One1:01
  14. It Is Not About Money2:00
  15. It Is Only a Tool1:41
  16. Looking Outside the Box1:43
  17. Day Two1:33
  18. Changing Lives2:53
  19. We Will Come Back3:32
  20. It Is All About Life3:24
  21. End Credits2:54
  22. This Is What I Want to Do3:31

Nicolas Schuele

Nicolas Schuele composed, arranged, recorded, mixed, and mastered the original hybrid score — electronic and orchestral. Diegetic music appears sparingly, mostly in scenes with the conference musician Tobi Lessnow.

Based in Geneva, Switzerland. Work featured on Apple TV, Netflix, National Geographic, Discovery Channel, NBC, France Télévisions, BBC.

Motivation — Why We Made This

We are two friends from Essen. One of us has attended beyond tellerrand from the beginning, often enough to know that something happens in that room that is hard to explain to anyone who has not been there. So in 2018 we decided to try. No broadcaster, no fund, no deadline — just our own cameras, our own savings, and a founder who trusted us enough to let us in.

Then the world shut down, and the film we thought we were making became another one. We kept filming. What you see is five years of weekends, whole weeks off work, evenings, and holidays. We are proud of it, and we hope it makes you want to go and find your own room full of people.

Stefan & Andreas

Andreas Brüggemann, left, and Stefan Nitzsche at the premiere, in front of the press wall with the film’s title

Team — Made By

Premiere — 210 Guests, One Evening in Cologne

19 January 2024, Filmforum NRW. The night the film met its audience.

Premiere photographs by Florian Ziegler.

Credits — 130 People, in Order of Appearance

  • Marc Thiele
  • Anna Ginsburg
  • Sharon Steed
  • Katie Menzies
  • Abel Reverter
  • Rob Draper
  • Elliot Jay Stocks
  • Tanja Thiele
  • Sascha Wolter
  • Hugh Elliott
  • Geri Coady
  • Simon Collison
  • Guido Bollenbach
  • Tantek Celik
  • Joschi Kuphal
  • Andreas Nebiker
  • Jeremy Keith
  • Nadieh Bremer
  • Luca Thiele
  • Smilla Hinterreiter
  • John Davey
  • Sacha Judd
  • Noma Bahr
  • Jude Pullen
  • Cassie Evans
  • Harry Roberts
  • Manuel Matuzovic
  • Tim Kadlec
  • Bastian Allgeier
  • Tobi Lessnow
  • Stephanie Eckles
  • Dina Amin
  • Jason Pamental
  • Lisa Hofstädter
  • Patrick Westerhoff
  • Sven Hermesdorf
  • Alex Ciocea
  • Anke Mehlert
  • Sophie Koonin
  • Gunnar Bittersmann
  • Manuel Schmutte
  • Charles Southey
  • Rodney Rehm
  • Tim Grubbert
  • Fabian Beiner
  • Dirk Ginader
  • Dennis Frank
  • Björn Odendahl
  • Joel Gerhold
  • Chris Heilmann
  • Hanna Knödel
  • Vasilis van Gemert
  • David Dylan Thomas
  • Sven Bischoff
  • James Gallagher
  • Andrew Howell
  • Florian Ziegler
  • Norman Posselt
  • Alexandra Deschamps-Sonsino
  • Oliver Noack
  • Vic Lee
  • Dominic Wilcox
  • Tiziana Alocci
  • Gemma O’Brien
  • Wouter Verweirder
  • Benjamin Riege
  • Gavin Strange
  • Daniel Daxl
  • Riccarda Kleinjung
  • Georg Obermayr
  • Mali Thiele
  • Toffie Thiele
  • Emily Marghella
  • Dominic Huang
  • Andreas Dantz
  • Alex Holder
  • Linda Liukas
  • Steffen Behm
  • Mike Jelinek
  • Tobias Hagenau
  • Jeff Greenspan
  • Aarron Walter
  • Tobias Kunisch
  • Natalya Shelburne
  • Reinhard Steudel
  • Erik Spiekermann
  • Paul Campbell
  • Eva-Lotta Lamm
  • Aoi Yamaguchi
  • Charlotte Dann
  • Mike Hill
  • James Victore
  • Daniel Wentsch
  • Michelle Federico
  • Charlotte David
  • Nils Binder
  • Cleo Pelte
  • Oliver Schöndorfer
  • Aye Cofalka
  • Bianca Kastl
  • Axel Topeters
  • Ben Bodien
  • Christian Schaefer
  • Des Traynor
  • Christoph Zillgens
  • Hans Christian Reinl
  • Hidde de Vries
  • Espen Brunborg
  • Jens Meiert
  • Joel Gethin Lewis
  • Cameron Moll
  • Jon Hicks
  • Julian J. Schrader
  • Marcel Otten
  • Holger Bartel
  • Lyza Danger Gardner
  • Manuel Bieh
  • Mike Kus
  • Moritz Gießmann
  • Marc Hinse
  • Ralf Göke
  • Remy Sharp
  • Sascha Bregenhorn
  • Scott Jenson
  • Stephanie Hay
  • Vitaly Friedman
  • Tom Arnold
  • Michelle Chin
  • Keir Whitaker
  • Dirk Döring

Press — Press Kit and Downloads

For journalists, festival programmers, screening hosts, and the curious.

  • Complete Press Kit

    One archive with everything on this page. It includes the 28 film stills (JPEG, web resolution), both poster sizes, the title lettering, the facts sheet, and the cast list.

    zip, 11 MB

    Download

  • Poster, Web Size

    The one-sheet at screen resolution, ready for articles and previews.

    JPEG, black and white, 1600 px, 153 KB

    Download

  • Poster, Print Size

    The same artwork for print: A3 at 300 dpi, black and white, ready for a print shop.

    TIFF, black and white, 3508 × 4961 at 300 dpi, 3.6 MB

    Download

  • Title Lettering

    The hand-drawn title on a transparent ground, for headers and thumbnails.

    PNG, transparent, 1.6 MB

    Download

  • Facts Sheet

    Logline, synopsis, key credits, and the technical data in one short file.

    Markdown, 3 KB

    Download

  • Full Cast List

    All 130 names in the film, in order of appearance.

    text, 2 KB

    Download

UHD frames on request at hello@ambimyth.com.

Coming to YouTube late 2026.